PLAY Beautiful little girl telling us which Marvel Comics we were, leader
FAST FORWARD Big sistercousin, takes point, designating sleeping arrangements avoid friendly fire on holidays
WATCH FOR A BIT
Artist, breathtaking design, decides she wants to start seeing the swirls of paint behind her eyelids
Wants to feel the color of gods on the back of her tongue and these tiny tabs will get her there
PAUSE They got her PLAY
Police got you, and still wild spirit you escaped that place
Where they take you back to the beginning before it all
You tried and they tried 3 times
FAST FORWARD New country, old family, shield you from all but yourself
At your meetings to get better you did
Get better junk
STOP You gave your body for mind Altering crap.
And you still didn’t PAUSE
And look at yourself.
Sitting on my toilet
expensive poison laid out on a 7 dollar cd case
Trembling and Sweating, uncaring of the dollar bill rolled up your nose
Because you believed it made you able
Able to be human, and feel. You lied to me.
I ask
Can’t you believe, makes… succeed can’t you… without
STOP, REWIND
Without … you can’t succeed… makes, believe you can’t
Because these drugs twist your synapses and replay your life in reverse PAUSE
You need to, look at the FREEZE FRAME mirror and see
Your image is shaking with the effort of being still PLAY
And without meaning to you are on FAST FORWARD
Looking for the next speed bump that won’t even slow you down
Baby girl, when will you STOP
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